Feeling Blessed

Twins or no twins, being a Mother is an amazing experience. Its a blessing, or blessings from God. They are 16 months old and they bring us so much joy. Just their smile or the open arms when they want to hug us, it's the best feeling ever. At times, I sit on the couch and watch them play, maybe fight, share and at times not share their toys but when I see them hug each other, I just hope and wish their bonding and love for each other can last forever.

This week I just signed a teaching contract to start working full time. Yes, full time.. Meaning 40 hours a week. Oh my.. Does that mean no more bonding with the twins through out the morning, unless its a weekend, a holiday, or holiday season? Well, on the bright side I can say I was lucky to stay home with them for over a year. After they were six months old, I would work once or twice a week just to get out of the house and make some extra income. However, the down side is that, I am having some separation anxiety. I guess most mothers feel this way when they transition from staying home with their children to getting ready to go back to work. I guess this is just a process of life, a process of being a mother. Well as for now, I will be giving the twins all the hugs, all the kisses, all the love that I have to give. Just feeling loved and blessed!deidaniatwins@blogspot.com